be mature...

maybe now im walking towards diff steps in my life...

i feel tat it's time tat i should be more mature...

not only in a relationship...

of course...

it's the main reason tat make me realise tat im a child...

thinking like a child...

acting like a child...

quarrel like a child...

besides tat

my school life...

presentation...

last time i just play with it

bt now...

everythg have to be professional

tone, pharase...preparation

honestly...

i cant make tis change in a short time...

and actually im tired with it...

scare with it..

not dare to face the problems...